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Mouse in the Maze


Who Am I?
Who am I? They often tell me I stepped from my cell’s confinement Calmly, cheerfully, firmly, Like a squire from his country-house. Who am I? They often tell me I used to speak to my warders Freely and friendly and clearly, As though it were mine to command. Who am I? They also tell me I bore the days of misfortune Equally, smilingly, proudly, Like one accustomed to win. This is the first part of a poem written by Dietrich Bonheoffer while in a German prison towards the end o
Melanie Kerr
Mar 184 min read


Virgil to my Dante
It has been a rough week. I always knew it wasn’t going to be easy but I was lulled into a false sense of ease when I seemed to get off quite lightly with the side effects from chemotherapy. But then my hair fell out and with it went all sense of well-being. Up until then, the ship of life was sailing with the wind but then I hit rocks. It is not that I place too much value or identity in how I look, but I had always liked my hair. Some people perhaps suit a bald head but I’m
Melanie Kerr
Mar 123 min read


Not Allowed
The poetry book that iis taking me through Lent is focussing on pilgrimage thiis week. Here is a short story I wrote for a university unit assessment after a research project on pilgrimage. I began the day thinking the man was an idiot. I ended the day believing he might just be Jesus. Father Tobias was the new priest allocated to St Mary’s. He was young, young enough to sport a ponytail. It was a tightly bound ponytail, hidden under a hat, which if the rumours were to be be
Melanie Kerr
Feb 258 min read


Silver Fox
There has been just the one time in my life when I came close to having all of my hair cut off. I was eight or nine, spending the summer in Nazareth House in Northampton. It was an orphanage run by Roman Catholic nuns. It was not long after my father died. My mother was ill and no relatives stepped forward to take on six children. We had two spells there. The first time we were lauded as a wonderful collection of siblings because we looked out for one another. This was no
Melanie Kerr
Feb 234 min read


You’re In My Seat.
‘You’re in my seat.’ It may not be something we say out loud, but we think it and almost right away we tell ourselves off and remind ourselves there are no ‘my seats’ Having said that, where do I think ‘my seats’ are? There is a bus seat that I prefer to sit in. It is just before the steps to the higher seats. It has leg room and a stop button easy to reach. It is also next to the emergency door. Yes, I tinker in my head with the notion of accidents and the need to esca
Melanie Kerr
Feb 184 min read


Cancer Encounters
There is a statistic out there somewhere of how many families are effected by cancer. It is a scary one. My own family has now been hit three times. A family of eight and three cancer victims. More than our fair share I would say. My dad was the first casualty. A swift and vicious kind of cancer tore him away from a young family. He fought to stay well but lost the battle within a few short months. My brother, Michael, was the next to fall foul. It was really a repeat o
Melanie Kerr
Feb 124 min read


Battlefields
We used to travel over to Aberdeen every month for IVF treatment. It was at the drop of a hat. Downing work tools. Heading off in the car. One of those days was an 11 th November and we pulled into a layby and sat silently for two minutes while the ‘Last Post’ sounded over the radio. It was in the days before mobile phones and sat-navs. No pictures of fields of poppies to look at. Many years later, when poetry became my passion, I wrote these words- Homeward Bound I
Melanie Kerr
Nov 11, 20253 min read
Battle Ready
I have not trawled the BBC and other websites for suitable content for RE classes since I retired. I was always on the lookout then, but...
Melanie Kerr
Aug 30, 20253 min read
Three Ways to Recount a Bus Stop Moment
I would have won the jackpot on ‘Pointless’ the other day. The questions were about fantasy or graphic novels. One of the options was to...
Melanie Kerr
Aug 26, 20253 min read
Nature and Me
I thought when I enrolled to do a creative writing degree with UHI it would be creative writing – what it says on the tin. I did not know...
Melanie Kerr
Apr 14, 20255 min read


Singing Our Sorrows
I have been reading Natalie Goldberg’s ‘Writing Down the Bones’. I picked up the book in a secondhand bookshop and have dipped into it...
Melanie Kerr
Jan 27, 20254 min read


Misremembering
How reliable are our memories? I have absolutely no trouble believing that most of us would pass a polygraph test when it comes to...
Melanie Kerr
Jan 14, 20254 min read


The Hand That slips Through an Elbow
There was a need to go into town yesterday although |I didn’t really want to. There was a lemon to buy and a bag of self-raising flour....
Melanie Kerr
Jan 1, 20254 min read
Letter Writers
We both write letters, Niall and I Mine are to my sister, mostly, His are to the seabed. I use proper envelopes, the ones that are...
Melanie Kerr
Oct 21, 20241 min read


Deliberate, Directed and Non-Random Acts of Kindness
My husband and I are just back from a London theatre trip to see Les Miserables. We don’t really do spontaneous, but this came close....
Melanie Kerr
Aug 20, 20245 min read


Root Chatter
It has been a year since I began my subscription with Pot-Gang, a grow your own vegetables in pots project. Each month I receive a box...
Melanie Kerr
Jul 26, 20244 min read


Teaching a Bird to Make a Nest
There are new neighbours who have moved into the house at the end of the terrace. I say moved in but I don’t think they have moved in as...
Melanie Kerr
Jun 26, 20244 min read


A Lion's Roar
I’m not sure I want to walk down this path for a second time this day, but I was asked to by a friend. There was a line in a song we sang...
Melanie Kerr
Jun 9, 20244 min read


Saturday Scribbles
The second Saturday of the month sees us down at the Bike Shed with the creative writing workshop. I had given over the leading to two of...
Melanie Kerr
Mar 9, 20244 min read


Saturday Scribbles
February. The second week in and Valentine’s Day draws near. Who wouldn’t want to write something about love? Creative writing at the...
Melanie Kerr
Feb 15, 20244 min read
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